13 April 2013

An Evening with Jay Farrar


Last night I was at Terminal West to see Son Volt.  Terminal, one of the best small venues in Atlanta, is an intimate space in a reclaimed steel foundry building and was perfect for this show.  I had never had the good fortune to be in the same town at the same time as this band before so not going was not an option.  If you’re not familiar with Son Volt you have an incredible musical void in your life.  If you care to fill it, read on.

Son Volt is the brain child of Jay Farrar and was formed in 1994 after the demise of Uncle Tupelo.  Uncle Tupelo, in my opinion is one of the most important bands in the last (30) years.  These mid-western kids drew inspiration from their environment, the country and rockabilly music they heard all around them, the punk and garage rock they loved and put it all together into a singular package – they effectively created a new genre of music that would come to be known as Alternative Country.  If you don’t know Jay, you might know the guy he co-founded Uncle Tupelo with, Jeff Tweedy.  Tweedy created Wilco after UT broke up and continues to make great music.  Of the two though, I pick Son Volt every time.  If you’re not familiar with anything I just said, I strongly suggest you do some homework – there is a wealth of wonderful music that came out of that mid-90s scene that is truly original.  Jayhawks, Golden Smog, Bottle Rockets, Robbie Fulks, Old 97s just to name a few.

The opening band Colonel Ford (the members of SV sans Farrar) was absolute Honky Tonk gold and set the table perfectly for what would follow. 

  
Having never seen Son Volt live I wasn’t sure what to expect and I have admittedly lost track of what they have been up to the last several years.  With the first chords I knew I was in for a treat.  When I heard Jay’s first vocal I was stunned.  It sounded even better live than recorded.  His voice is hard to describe – it’s a weird monotone but is at the same time extremely emotive.  I’ve always said and still believe that he could sing the phone book and I would love it. 

His stage presence is a little odd.  It’s almost apologetic.  I got the feeling watching him that he almost didn’t want to be there or at least he was uncomfortable in the spotlight.  He seems to be a reluctant artist; rarely spoke directly to the audience, hardly opened his eyes it seemed.  What he lacks in charisma is well overshadowed by the music though.  It’s not about him at all – he is simply the conduit through which this incredible music must flow to be heard.  He doesn’t really have a choice. 


As I watched the night unfold, I became at some point aware of the magnitude of this show for me.  It finally occurred to me that I was in the same room with the co-founder of Uncle Tupelo.  Not sure why I didn’t connect the dots prior to but when I did it became suddenly overwhelming and I felt even more obligated to be conscious of every detail.  (Yes, I’m well aware that I place too much importance on music, but that’s who I am.) 

The lyrical value of his music is staggering.  Every word is just as important as the next and they all combine to express an emotional profundity that I have rarely seen in other musicians.  The beauty of this is that it’s delivered very simply and understated, just like Farrar.  Also, just like Farrar there is as much or more depth in what is not said.  The stories in the songs are intensely personal, often dark but there is enough space in the structure of the lyrics to allow you to fill in the gaps with your own emotion, your own story.  That’s an incredibly complex way of writing but the results can’t be disputed.  His music holds up over time.  It doesn’t feel dated because there’s really nothing else like it to compare it to.

I sat down to write about the show but I don't think I have.  I don’t think I can.  Some things cannot be described in words: they can only be experienced.  That’s exactly what last night was.  To experience Windfall and Tear Stained Eye and Drown and all of the rest of these songs live was a rare and frankly unexpected gift that I will cherish for a long time.

Well done, Mr. Farrar, I was completely blown away.




  

08 April 2013

A Nearly Perfect Sunday

Maynard let me sleep past 6:00 for the first time in a long while so I knew the day was going to be a good one – I was up at 6:30 anyway.  Had some early morning ball time with the pups in the back yard before enjoying a delicious breakfast of last night’s chicken fried rice, the cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast.  Showered, shaved and out the front door by 9:00 without a plan.

Bought a Sunday paper from the guy on the corner in front of the liquor store just to be nice, stopped by the garden center to map out this year’s patch, got a haircut and for no discernible reason walked next door and bought a new pair of comfortable shoes.  Already having an above average Sunday, I decided to go down to Centennial Olympic Park and see what all the fuss was about.

The Final Four is in town and for me that means only one thing: free fun.  There really is nothing that compares to spring in Atlanta.  Every weekend this time of year is overflowing with tons of potential and most of it is free.  This weekend’s offering was The Big Dance Concert Series.  As an Atlantan I felt obligated almost to go check it out.  If you live in Atlanta and don’t take full advantage, you are missing a lot of good.

Having embraced my status as a one-man-wolf pack, I didn't think to ask anyone else if they were going before I left.  Scored free parking, grabbed an ice cold festival beer, found a shady spot near the stage, met up with some old friends and ending up having a blast.  Saw a band I’d never heard of that was cool in a Pacific Northwest-everything is groovy-put you to sleep sort of way, a competent DJ between bands mixing in plenty of edited House of Pain and Lynyrd Skynyrd so the white people could, uh…dance like white people and spent some much needed quality time with my imaginary girlfriend, Grace Potter before starting to stress at the gathering crowd.  Speaking of, an unexpected added bonus to the day was the multitude of Mid-Western out-of-towners gawking about.  I've never been to Wichita so I won’t judge, but the looks on the faces of the Wichita State fans that made the trip seemed to indicate that they knew they were definitely not in Kansas anymore.

After Grace the crowd started to become oppressive, so we left.  I had neither the fortitude nor the inclination to battle the masses to see a band I didn't really like so that was fine with me.  Max’s for a few tasty slices and libations and then a short walk back to the parking deck.  I saw the first glimpse of an epic sunset in my rear-view driving home, fed a late supper to the dogs and let Belle have a little more ball time.  In bed by 9:30. 

With Maynard snoring loudly on my left side and Belle spooning me from the right I drifted off to sleep, basking in the afterglow of a nearly perfect Sunday.  I don’t need or even want every day to be like that, but I am thankful for the ones that do come my way every now and then.  I've got a feeling this is going to be a good summer.








        

04 April 2013

That Night at the Lorraine

He was (39) years of age when that rifle shot cracked and the muzzle blast lit up the night.  A minister.  A young man.  A son.  A brother.  The father of (4) children.  A husband.  A leader.  A singular voice.  A soon-to-be icon and later – little more than a catch-phrase, a caricature of his public self.  As the years have passed since he died, the magnitude of what he represented for so many Americans has been diminished, forgotten nearly from where I see it.  It feels like we get farther away from what he stood for every day.

What has always struck me about MLK is his accepting knowledge of the inevitable and his insistence to still go there.  It is clear in his last speech that he knew that he was on borrowed time – and he still made the speech and didn't mince his words.  In spite of his acknowledged fate, he said the only words that were in his heart, he said exactly what he had to say.  I wasn’t alive at the time and I didn’t hear them then, but they give me chills when I see those grainy clips today.  Those images of Martin on 3 April.  Galvanized.  Confident.  Resolved.  Unbreakable.  Look in his eyes though the next time you watch the film – he knew those were his last words, and he made them as important as anything he had ever said prior to.  The last words he ever spoke in public:
 “…well, I don't know what will happen now. We've got some difficult days ahead. But it doesn't matter with me now. Because I've been to the mountaintop.  And I don't mind. Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place. But I'm not concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will. And He's allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I've looked over. And I've seen the Promised Land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people, will get to the Promised Land! And so I'm happy, tonight. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord!”
I’m not even remotely qualified to speak intelligently about what he means, who he was, the place he holds or should hold in the lexicon of American History, but I do know that I remain in awe of his persona and the indelible mark that he left on the conscience of this country.  I certainly have never known the struggles that he or those he represented knew on the daily.  I am however well aware of how hard it is to remain calm in the face of adversity, to not react when the very embodiment of all that you are against is screaming in your face and he did exactly that.  His was the voice of reason at a time when all the voices in this country were angry and out of concert. 

He was by no means perfect.  He was reportedly an unabashed philanderer, an absentee father and his policies and beliefs became more and more radical throughout his life, alienating even his most ardent supporters.  But the conviction he held in the vision he saw for America never wavered, however Utopian and possibly unattainable it might have been.  To the end, he undoubtedly believed that the chasm between races in this country could in fact be bridged.  Dedication of that depth on any social concern is rare if not non-existent before or since.

He once said, “Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.”  What happened to ideals like that?  Today, a similar statement made by a public figure would be met with incredible ridicule.  It would be decried as left-wing, liberal nonsense and panned in the media as naïve and forgettable.  It probably was then as well.  In the Archie Bunker mentality that permeated American society during that time anything that was dissimilar was labeled as communist.  Even the FBI agreed.  

Forty-five years to the day after his death, has that much really changed?  The racism and division that he dedicated his life to fighting still exists today; it’s everywhere if you pay attention.  We’re just more polite about it now than we were then.  I fear that our collective political correctness masks a darkness about us that may never go away.  The best you can do is to know what you know in your heart to be right and live such that the rest of the world has no choice but to follow your example.  

It might not seem like it sometimes, but the world is a better place because he lived in it.  And it is a damn shame what happened to him that night at the Lorraine.  His voice was silenced too soon.  R.I.P. Martin.  If we are lucky, we will catch up to where you were way back then.  


“The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.”

Martin Luther King, Jr.
15 January 1929 – 4 April 1968



31 March 2013

Thirty-One Days in March (Part 2)

This is the continuation of the project I started earlier this month and explained in this blog, Thirty-One Days In March (Part 1).

Saturday – 16 March 2013   



If the point of this exercise is to photograph the highlight of my day, every pic in the series could be of this little guy.  Seriously, is there anything on earth better than Maynard?  I didn't think so.

Sunday – 17 March 2013   


The sapling dogwood I planted (3) years ago made it through yet another winter.  That's wonderful for a couple of reasons.  One, I haven't killed it yet; two, spring is unavoidable!

Monday – 18 March 2013 


Some days I find traffic relaxing – especially on a rainy day.  Today was such a day.  Plus, downtown looks good in shadow.  You can't appreciate the light without the dark I suppose.

Tuesday – 19 March 2013 


The sunrise was beautiful this morning (even if it was in my rear view mirror).  What was that I said about darkness and light yesterday?  Exactly.  

Wednesday – 20 March 2013 



In Savannah for an interview today – I think we've got a shot at this deal.  Incredible sunset from River Street.  I love big ass boats and bad ass sunsets.

Thursday – 21 March 2013 


I saw Nicki Bluhm and the Gramblers at Smith's tonight.  Great performance, but I always get a little tweaked in small venues – making eye contact with the artist is weird, no?  Actually met her and her husband Tim after their set; good people right there.  Helluva show, friendly for no apparent reason on top of.

Friday – 22 March 2013 


Tix for the next show on my fridge is an awesome thing, something to look forward to always.  Clutch isn't until May though; surely I can squeeze in something else between now and then.  I heard that Son Volt is going to be at Terminal in April.  We'll see.

Saturday – 23 March 2013 


Making art makes me happy.  (12) hours of rainy day college basketball doesn't suck either.

Sunday – 24 March 2013 


My perfect constant Sunday afternoon companion.

Monday – 25 March 2013 


A slight break in the clouds brought the MLK memorial into specific focus for me today.  I can't tell you how many times I've driven through the intersection of Boulevard and Freedom Parkway and not noticed this.  I know it's there, but it blends into the fabric of the city and almost becomes little more than background noise.  It's a shame really – it's a stunningly beautiful piece of simple public art that says so much without trying too hard to say anything.  

Tuesday – 26 March 2013 


In Lubbock, Texas on business today I felt compelled to, overwhelmed actually to seek out the ghost of Buddy Holly as soon as the plane touched down.  In spite of Gary Busey's portrayal of him, Holly has always been central to my understanding of rock 'n' roll.  It was awesome – just me and Buddy chillin', watching the sun slide over his shoulder.  (24) hours in his hometown gives me zero insight into who he was in real life, but it was cool to have my boots stained with the same dust that his kicked up way back when.   

Wednesday – 27 March 2013


This is the view from the south parking deck when I got back to the ATL tonight.  I saw a spectacular West Texas sunrise from my hotel bed this morning, but it didn't compare to my welcome home sunset tonight.  If I keep up this pic of the day thing, methinks most of them will invariably be of the sky or my dogs.  So be it!  

Thursday – 28 March 2013


It's beginning to look and feel a lot like spring.  If that wasn't enough to make one smile, the new kick-ass camera I ordered arrived today AND my firm was awarded the commission for that project in Savannah from last Wednesday's interview.   It was starting to feel an awful lot like Christmas morning for a Thursday in March until Indiana got bounced by Syracuse.  Can't win 'em all I suppose.

Friday – 29 March 2013


I got confirmed for VAHI Summerfest today so I decided to properly (finally) finish boulevard.  I really like this one – so much so that the price just went up!

Saturday – 30 March 2013


Maynard was stoked to be out in the back yard sunshine this morning helping with the yard work.  It was a perfect spring day for me and the pups.

Sunday – 31 March 2013



My Sunday pasta fix.
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There you have it, thirty-one days in March.  What was the point of doing this again?  I think I set out to try to learn something, anything about myself.  What I became quickly aware of is that I have a pretty damn good life.  It's not always what I thought it would be, and everyday doesn't always turn out like I think it should or how I had hoped that it might. Life isn't always fair, but that doesn't mean that it has to suck.  Everyday is a new adventure and a chance to make another memory, a chance to make that day better than the day before.

I've enjoyed doing this and I think I'll keep it up.  Maybe I have an attention span after all; we'll see if it lasts the whole year.  I really do think there is value to this exercise and I feel like I have gotten a lot personally out of doing it.  I don't think taking (31) photographs taught me this specifically, but I may have always missed the simple fact that good happens everyday.  

Honestly, if I've learned anything from this it is that I should always seek out the positive thing. There is joy to be had in the everyday of everyday life if one is able to recognize it.  Don't get sucked in by the bullshit, even if it is bullshit of your own making.  Everybody has to deal with the same ridiculousness though we all may call it by a different name.  I'm not wearing rose colored glasses, I'm just looking at my life from a different perspective, a positive one.  And if a kick-ass bowl of spaghetti and meatballs followed by a Morelli's ice cream cone is the best part of my day?  That was a damn good day.  So I haven't found my Shirley Manson yet; at least I had a rockin' lunch and some epic ball time with Belle in the backyard after – things could certainly be worse.  

29 March 2013

The Look on Their Faces


Ahhhh, March.  Is there anything better?  I think not.  The month itself is okay, but what happens in March on the basketball court is quite literally, epic.  Every year there’s another incredible storyline, another Cinderella run – Virginia Commonwealth in 2011, George Mason in 2006, Florida Gulf Coast this year and always yet another heartbreaking upset – Davidson over Georgetown in ’08, Richmond over Syracuse in ’91.  I submit that there is nothing more compelling in all of sport than the NCAA basketball tournament.  I know, I know – I grew up in the south, but the blood in my veins is red (Indiana Crimson to be exact!).  I get how important we all like to think college football is and yes, it is just that important.  But it’s not the same.  The tide can’t turn as quickly in football as it can in basketball.  One kid can’t put a team on his back and carry them to the promised land in football like he can in basketball.  It’s a team sport but it’s mano y mano at its core – pure human competition.  Plus, in football, you can’t see their emotion; you can’t see their faces.

One of the most vivid memories in my life is the look on Keith Smart’s face after he hit that baseline jumper with :07 on the clock to beat Syracuse and give IU the National Championship in ’87.  Every game, there’s always a hero – Jim Valvano running around the court looking for somebody to hug in ’83. Or Christian Laettner sinking that ridiculous turnaround jumper at the buzzer as Duke beat Kentucky in the greatest college basketball game ever played circa 1992.  There’s always a villain – Michigan’s Fab Five in the early ‘90s.  Darth Vader / Michael Corleone in the vestige of John Calipari (every day of every week, always).

Legendary figures: Bobby Knight, John Wooden, Danny Ferry, Patrick Ewing, Elgin Baylor, Magic, Lucas, Maravich, Oscar Robinson.

Tradition: Indiana’s awesome (ridiculous) red striped warm-up pants, the Cameron Crazies, Vanderbilt’s weird-ass court, Midnight Madness, Rock Chalk Jayhawk – the list could go on forever.

What we as basketball fans forget, or at least I do, is that these rock star athletes, these stud ballers, these blue chip prospects…they’re just kids.  Do you remember what it felt like to be 18, 19, 20 years old?  It was weird as hell right?  Could you have handled the pressure that these kids face?  I know that I couldn’t.  I forget that these finely tuned athletic machines are just kids until the game ends.  Until I see their faces.  Win or lose, that’s when we see how important this little game is to them, to us.

Maybe it's a mid-western thing.  I grew up listening to stories of French Lick Larry Bird greatness.  I remember seeing hoops on every static surface when I was a kid.  Every barn had a goal right atop the doors for summer and a second in the hay loft for the winter.  My first memories are of basketball exploit stories – dusty Belleville Tuesday nights in front of my grandpa's garage, Uncle Charlie's jumpers in early moonlight. 

My beloved Hoosiers fell tonight to Syracuse – payback’s a bitch, even (26) years after the fact.  (Can I add Jim Boeheim to the villains list, btw?  His team was better than mine tonight but he’s still a sleaze ball.)  That said did you see the look on their faces?  Every member of both teams fought, bled, died and they either won or they lost based on their individual and / or collective effort.  They were every one completely in the moment.  Both sides knew exactly what had to be done next to win.  Pure concentration.  Pure adrenalin.  Pure commitment – and that's true of every team in the tournament, every year.  My team didn’t win, but maybe there’s a lesson here.  I have to believe that in life that if you dive for every loose ball, if you always play hand-in-your-face defense and are always fundamentally sound in everything that you do, eventually you will win.  That’s the Indiana coming out in me, but I think it’s legit.

These young men that play this game have so much to teach the rest of us.  I don’t often draw comparisons between sport and life – I think it’s too easy of a clichéd trap to fall into – but I fall into it tonight.  Witnessing the effort with which these young men compete to achieve their goal is incredibly inspiring to me, makes me want to try that much harder at the largely unimportant game I play. 

Bright eyed in jubilating victory or with a towel over your face in humiliating defeat, if you can see and accept the look on your own face at the end of it and be proud?  That’s a win in my book, every time.  It shouldn’t take sport to illuminate the fragility of the human condition, but it does.  Every March, I see triumph over insurmountable odds and I see overconfidence destroy possibility.  If that’s not a life lesson, I don’t know what is.  If you doubt me, at the end of the next game, take a second to notice the look on all of their faces…

…in the meantime, Go Florida Gulf Coast University!!! Stick it to the MAN!!! And thank God for College Basketball – it really is the best show in town.  And if your team doesn't win, there's always next year.